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all i want for you to be is happy — or something

Worked tonight then hung out with Jess for a bit. We were going to see the new movie The Runaways with Kristen Stewart as Joan Jett and Dakota Fanning as Cherie. Total lesbian movie let’s be honest people. So I bought tickets for the 12:15am showing on Friday April 9th — which any normal person would assume to occur at midnight between Thursday and Friday. Well so we show up at the theater and they’re closed. So I’m a little more than miffed. If they meant midnight between Friday and Saturday then they should have written 12:15 am on Saturday. Stupid fuckers, seriously.

Instead we got Wendys and I took her to crescent park to sit by the beach. It was actually really a mild night and we had a lot of fun. I did have some moments down memory lane walking past the spot where Amanda and I first kissed and just thinking about how much has happened to me in the past four years. Life really is one hell of an adventure.

ain’t no rest for the wicked…

I really wish you weren’t at hookah and that we could talk. There are alot of things I want to run by you that I have to decide quickly about that are difficult for me. I wanted your help and I’m sad that you can’t be there.

I’m also a bit jealous you’re out and I’m at home. It’s St. Patrick’s Day — I want to be out with friends partying — and I don’t have any friends to be out with. It’s weighing heavy on me. All I do is work – schools not even a huge thing for me and it’s not like I have friends in my class.

Kay’s not talking to me, things with us just fell out after she screwed me over at the apartment. I’m not quite lost, perhaps just wayward or unsure. There’s lots for me to consider and sift through as far as thoughts and choices go.

like a radio tune I swear I’ve heard before…

No one from work last night wanted to go out — well wanted to go out with me, which hurt my feelings a little. Perhaps tonight but I’m going to try and not count on it. I of course made the mistake of inviting her with a little – We’re going out if ud like to join us after u get out. The response was somewhat positive with a who, where, when and then I think she really thought it out and decided she was going to go home instead. I told her plans had fallen through but I was probably going to go out anyways, even if it meant by myself. Her response was that she didn’t think it was very safe but I’m a big girl, I can take care of myself I said.

Besides, I went out with Jess anyways. We ended up at MB around 1am since it took me so long to get ready. We had fun though, doing makeup and picking outfits. She ended up having more of a fun time than I did since she made out with this kid named Al while dancing. He asked for her number – I’m not sure if he’s a regular there and a creep but I said she could at least text him the next time we went to see if he’s around. Continue reading