I’m so sick and tired of people in my life expecting shit from me. Yes I know we fucked twice this week. It’s not solely my responsibility to say no and it doesn’t change how I feel. Stop making me feel guilty that you can’t give me enough in a relationship. I want to see other people – explore my options and play the field. And I swear you have no right to any kind of opinion about Matt. Even if he might be Crystals sloppy seconds. Sigh. Life why do you do this to me?